Nothing is the truth

Friday, February 27, 2009

Hey,

This few weeks i really felt very depress. No matter what i try to do, always will cause something to happen. That stuff is still troubling me, i still cant let go of it. I really want to salvage it back like last time. Really feel depress, hurt and pain. Everyone is rejecting me, maybe too much rejection cause me to have this sub conscious effect. Maybe is i going nuts, but really feel that everyone is rejecting and giving up on me. There no one i can turn to anymore. When i need of someone to share my feeling, there no one there. People i treated and always put they in the 1st place, dont put me in the 1st place. They cant even give up something like tv just to have some time for me to talk to them. I really in need of someone to talk to. And the reason is adding more oil to my depress, making me feel that i not even important compare to a tv. Perhape this has make me give up myself. Because even a tv is much more important compare to me, what is the life for me. I dont worthy for anything anymore. I just a thrash worst than a tv or so.

Suspect myself having depression =.=ll
having symptons
- cant focus
- cant speak well anymore
- keep having guilt feeling
- keep having headache

Can anyone tell me izzit symptons correct? or i think too much?

cee-yaa ,10:57 PM

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Saturday, February 21, 2009

Hey,

He's Just Not That Into You

just catch this movie yesterday at west mall with my colleague.
Is a funny movie haha, and it should be rated as NC16 instead ^^

cee-yaa ,5:59 PM

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Friday, February 20, 2009

Hey,

Tag reply :
Zihui --> updated ^.^ and relink you + . +
Fizah --> haha next friday i confirm can go back ^^ maybe will treat you hehehe as your present
Huiqin --> woo thanks ^ . ^ shocking to see you drop by my blog heehees
suhaidi --> thanks i forget is what theme. i think is lonely instead of emo haha

cee-yaa ,10:51 PM

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Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Hey,

back to blogging once again. ~~ as nothing better to do
Change a blogskin, a new beginning a whole new start. There nothing much happening in my life. It just the same thing going to work then going back home. Soon at feb 25, my contract will end. My employer ask whether i wish to extend, but i decline the offer because of this work, someone told me cant go out is because of it. So i decided to quit as fast as i can. Nothing much to blog this few days. Perhaps i just blog about my O levels result as well as where and which course i will be going for my another 3 year. One more thing, i had a shock when i get my result. Miracle do happen in life, my English grade had improved from a C6 to a B3 wooo. Friends who know me will find hard to believe it. hehex.

O level result:
L1R4 --> 11 ( 9 after minus 2 because of cca A1)
L1R5 --> 15 ( 13 )

Posting of JAE:
1st choice get accepted.
Aerospace technology at ngee ann poly

cee-yaa ,7:27 PM

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