Friday, October 31, 2008
Hey,
Monday social study ....
I not yet started revising it...... All along i was slacking, watching tv, sleeping, daydreaming. Today, afternoon went out to play badminton. After that was just plain sleeping session zzzz. I just don't have the mood to study. Hope tomorrow i will be able to start studying. Rotting at home. Why i feel like after exercise i become fatter?? OMG my mind is going siao -.-lllll
cee-yaa ,8:29 PM
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Thursday, October 30, 2008
Hey,
I am a dead meat.... In few hour time is my o level emath paper 2.
But i cant sleep arghhh !!
Think i sleep too much in the afternoon.... Now using computer thinking the past. Recalling what had happen during this year. So much had happen, thing i think is impossible had happen. But it went off and gone due to what i did. So much thing i regret doing. However, during this year, i learn alot of life, i learn and play and get to know more people. ^^ one thing i did not regret is to forgive other people. And to be honest to myself. Saying it out really make the matter worst. But the outcome was not so good in the beginning. Thing turn out quite well after few months -.-lll. But then i destroy everything i hoping for and creating for. Turn out after a long detour i get no where near my target. I hope i can change that facts. Left with few months? and few year? Any case will give in my 100% effort to make the impossible possible.
cee-yaa ,12:03 AM
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Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Hey,
Trying to think positive always. But thing that is happening nowadays is a obstacles for me. This just become a harder path for me to think positive. More and more thing making me to think negative. I really hope time can turn back. Is it really too late to do something or too late to change?
Arghh Esley stop thinking negative. I must change. MINDSET!! i will try to think positive. With a great brainwash mentor (
safurah wee ), i will surely be able to think positive always. I MUST!! thinking negative had brought me to what i have now. I really regret it. However what i think which is negative is the truth. I must accept the truth as well. No point
lieing to myself. No matter what i will always respect your decision. Friend are the most important? Maybe so Maybe is the truth?
haha. I not yet come to a conclusion which is more important. Maybe to me both are equally important? Beside you 1st become friend then best friend then eventually become lovers. That the process. So friends are important. Without friends there will not be lovers.
Physic paper was badly done!! No confidence to score A. However i felt that the paper is managed able. Only a few questions, like the lens and the estimation of the wave length. It seem to me, i only
dont know how to do question total up to have 15marks. Hope the rest of the question is correct.
I really hope my actions can change the answer.
Dont wish to accept the answer if that is really the answer. Hope thing can renew, start a new page. A brand new clean page to write the journey of us. If really cant, is alright. I will not blame anyone, is my own action which cause the whole thing. Is not your fault,
dont need feel
guilty.
cee-yaa ,7:27 PM
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Sunday, October 26, 2008
Hey,
It had been 3 months ++
All i did was to hurt the feeling.
The person i can blame will be myself, i should know this will happen if i continue to be like that.
I really regretted for what i had did.
I hope i was given another chance.
From today onward, i had learn something from my mistake.
Which is cherish the one i love and treat them the best rather than the worst.
Promise, i will not hurt the one i love anymore.
cee-yaa ,9:56 PM
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Sunday, October 19, 2008
Hey,
Not updating & replying tags till o level finish.
Tomorrow will be the starting of o level.
All the best everyone.
Four years in secondary passes so fast.
cee-yaa ,6:20 PM
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