Nothing is the truth

Thursday, April 3, 2008

Hey,

Today
2 word to describe
suck, miserable

Life seem to be so lonely for me...
Was it my fault?......
Or your?........
i dont wish to find out and dont want to know anymore.
take it as my fault.
why others people angry and sad, there will be people comforting them.
but for my case no 1 not a single 1.
Today no 1 seem to tok to me.
So what.... life goes on....
i learn from andrew heck care....
dont wish & wan to tok,
then dont tok......

Dont ask me whether i angry or not.
what if i say angry
and what if i say not angry
so dont bother asking me
because i myself frm angry to not angry to dont know
angry is yst, not angry oso yst
dont know is because wat i feel today
dont know wat to say
care n concern
school values??
is tere any in my school??
who knows??
there might be but tat not for me confirm....
maybe is jus for tat person.

Some people tok to me today for only 1 sentence
is not i type wrong i repeat jus 1 sentence.
some even more worst not even 1 sentence.
i wondering now whether who is the one suppose to be angry?
this seem like i was the one should go comfort her/him....

i jus a "toot" or simple guy
i am happy when people tok to me.
what i mean by tok is not by sms
is by face to face
something is different compare to each other.
example wat the different kissing by sms and face to face
is common sense
if people dont wish to tok by face to face
then i suppose tat is not necessary to tok by sms as well
Nothing much but this simple cannot be done T.T
maybe this is not a simple thing.

Action say louder than words.
when u say u care but all u do is say and did not show.
wat for ?
wat u say and wat u do is totally different.
so what i keeping forget n forgive
some people may just climb over my head.

Normally guy feeling are the 1 who are weak.
guy keep feeling inside of them and do not share with other.
As people say guy should be cool and macho
and should not shed a tear even if bleeding.
that y guy do not give out their feeling out.
this maybe 1 of the reasons guys have more % of problem in mental health.
That all bull shit!!
guy get hurt and sad as well
who say guy will not break down.

Some people reading this blog may think i am a
petty & pamper guy
So what?
i dont care anyway
what u think i cant do anything to force u think differently
is up to u wat u tink about.

Maybe time is the cure?
maybe talking is?
who knows?
and so what?
NO 1 care about my feeling anyway!!

cee-yaa ,5:29 PM

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