Nothing is the truth

Saturday, October 20, 2007

Hey,

This few days is totally very stress for me
I had break down a few time during tis few day
From the begining of the year, trying to cope up with pure science
in the end i will drop to combine science
all the effort n hardwork i put in are wasted
all the hardwork i put in doesnt seem to work
and for english i trying to get my english to pass
i try so hard and i put in so much effort
in the end i still fail my english in EYE
i have been asking myself should i just give up
and dont care anyting
Lot of tings have been stressing me up
With my english failing now,
i cant imagine how can pass my "O" level english
totally stress up tat i cant seem to tink carefully and well
with alot of other ting
With the discourage word instead of encourage word from my family
my life seem to have no future ahead
With a life without future, i tink so much for noting
my heart is in pain wit the stress

The feeling is making me to break down infront of my family
sometime i just want to break down infront of them
luckly i never do it
Trying to control tat feeling inside me
Nowdays if u c me without mood
try not to make me sad or angry
i will jus lose control of my feeling easily le
sry for wat i will say n do

cee-yaa ,8:50 PM

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